I've been told quite often that I am very nonjudgmental person. I believed this to be true for all my life until today. Yes, I enjoy being friends with what some people would say are the rebels of this world. I also enjoy being friends with what people would are the saints of this world. But today I caught myself hating someone for peer jealousy reasons. We were friends in high school and I haven't talked to her in years but I found out she has a Lexus (me judging right away I thought to myself a Lexus what a waste of money, what a snot. Rich people that have their mommies and daddies buy them everything). Really I should be happy for her. She worked hard to get it. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. That's not the only thing that made me so judgmental today. She was also explaining religious matters and to me I just thought it sounded like what you are supposed to say being a Mormon in Utah. I was quick to judge her sincerity on the matter. I go to church and there are some people that I am quick to judge if they are really there for the right reason or if they are just keeping up appearances. I don't go to church often because I think a lot of the people are fake. I might not judge the rebels or the poor but I judge the rich and the religious and I'm not proud of this at all in fact I'm extremely sad that I came to this realization. I was raised not to judge people but I do. I thought I was doing well in this area but I'm not. The good thing is that now that I realize what I’m doing I can make changes and hope to get over it.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
I Judge to Quickly.
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You're really just jealous of me and my Mazda aren't you? You say "Lexus" but I know what you're really thinking...j/k I love you sister dear!
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